For those who may remember, I did write rhymes. Tonight I got inspired to finish off one, it ended up being more like poetry. So anyways I started this one in January and finished it tonight. Beauty isn't it? haha read away my friends.
One Day
i sit here in my constant rains of my memories
i laugh cause of the path full of our fake controversies
but then i release im cryin from the inside
never knowing what part of my soul has died
the complexities in life that hold you close to your bed
never venturing out past the world and where youve been led
hiding the tears by mixing it with your blood
stop trying to be hit by cupids dud
then maybe I will stay within your mind
then maybe i wont see your face in everything i find
then maybe our day will be taken from memories pile
then maybe all i'll need to remember is how to smile
the giggles that come from the playground abrod
let the kids have their pure hearts before they become tatered and clawed
days in the wasted in the shadows of the woods
never seeing those coming days of stolen goods
You still slip your little caring message into recollection
still working for my psyche's reconcilation
you never really took the time to understand
always throwing me off the cliff just to see if i could land
then maybe i release how to not cower to your pride
then maybe I get off your roller coster ride
then maybe i'll find my way back to the real world
then maybe I will emerge from the ball i have furled.
You just wanted to see how many of us would break
and i ended up to be the only one taken to your face that hid all that was fake
I still sit on my own wondering of what I did wrong
how i wasted my days thinking of you in thoughts so found
i still can smell you on the air on wistfull days
when I want to hold my inner child and convince her that it will be okay
but her innocience was taken by my own ignorance and your diseption
that nothing can happen of this because of the conseption
but i still have to hold my own thoughts and memories
and twist them to remember them as unpleasent off tune keys
then maybe I wont hear your heart beat through my ears
then maybe I'll rid my mind of all these hurtful fears
then maybe I will move on to better day and stop ride this dead horse
then maybe my own sins will stop screaming with a voice so course
I never thought one man could hold the begin of pain
but now i see that you like to hold that fame
place your feet and hand in my heart just as they were cement
leaving your imprint and dancing in my mind til your hearts content
but I can break loose and laugh at your stupidty in your wishes
then releasing that all your promises aren't more than hisses
if only we were to be, but insead im going to on traveling my lifes path
continuing on making sure that you aren't no longer in my mental math
moving on and dancing in my own mind with these mathematical smiles
then I can just add you to the rest of these other simple guy's profiles
then maybe I will grow to who I want to be
then maybe I can show to the world that this is me!
then maybe I will say all that I need to say
then maybe that one day will be today | 
